Destruction Inside

Crackling energy, numb. Cold like a chill. One inch outside, three inches inside. Gray. Crackling like cellophane. Mostly a fine particle energy, some larger streamers. Moving in and out randomly; vibrating erratically.

My being has no home. There is no safety and no escape. I am not loved.

Shifted to:
I Am Love
Explorer: Rebecca
State Group: Connection-Phobic

Other States in the Same Group (Reactive)

Armored

Full metal jacket; wrought iron cage, rustic black…

Resistance to Being Controlled

Blasting, exploding fire energy in my heart. Hot!…

Irritation

Fuzzy, hot, red energy on my skin. Vibrates quickl…

Being Controlled

Like hard rubber, pushing down on head and shoulde…

Stuffing Feelings

Thick gas. Cool. Light gray. Inside Armored, in an…

Painful Disconnect

Sick feeling through back of torso and concentrate…

Deeply Worthless

Sticky black tar. Filling my pelvic girdle, moving…

Needing to Be Rescued

Throat, upper lungs; solid; cool, like steel; stai…