Deeply Worthless

Sticky black tar. Filling my pelvic girdle, moving with slow churning as if by worms. Warm/neutral temp.

I am hopeless. I am disgusting and shameful. I am unworthy. I should change, be better, do better, but I cannot.

Shifted to:
I Am Present
Explorer: Rebecca
State Group: Connection-Phobic

Other States in the Same Group (Reactive)

Armored

Full metal jacket; wrought iron cage, rustic black…

Resistance to Being Controlled

Blasting, exploding fire energy in my heart. Hot!…

Destruction Inside

Crackling energy, numb. Cold like a chill. One inc…

Irritation

Fuzzy, hot, red energy on my skin. Vibrates quickl…

Being Controlled

Like hard rubber, pushing down on head and shoulde…

Stuffing Feelings

Thick gas. Cool. Light gray. Inside Armored, in an…

Painful Disconnect

Sick feeling through back of torso and concentrate…

Needing to Be Rescued

Throat, upper lungs; solid; cool, like steel; stai…