Cranky/Angry/Rage

Like embers, carbon, ash, and fire, smoldering in Cranky phase. Fire filling body, emanating from face in Angry phase. Erupting into volcanic torrent in Rage phase. Rooted low in the belly, rises up through my body; the higher and stronger it rises, the more intense is the anger. Rage is only in rare fantasies of retribution against my father. Sound is congruent with image/substance.

Generalized anger/irritability at everyone and everything. Very connected to Alone. Cranky: “I want my comfort.” Angry: “Damn you. Damn you all. You all suck.” Rage: “I hate you.”

Shifted to:
Connection to Flow
Explorer: Joe
State Group: My Small Self

Other States in the Same Group (Reactive)

Overwhelm

Like a churning, seething horde of giant, 4-inch-l…

Hopeless

Blackness, like an egg surrounding me and through…

Alone/Abandoned

A vacuum where a protective, warm, nurturing body…

Longing for Comfort

Moist, red, soft, fleshy solid, super-heightened s…

Hurt

Like galaxy stuff, torus shape, imploding on itsel…

Core Fear

A dense, concentrated gas, swirling viciously arou…

Cringe

Soft solid, like putty/clay, porous, not real dens…

Bombardment

Massive, dense noise, as if made of sharp, hard bo…