Being Controlled

Like hard rubber, pushing down on head and shoulders; through back, gripping and crushing my heart. Neutral temp. Black.

I am being controlled by you. You are trying to make me be someone else. I am not good enough for you.

Shifted to:
I Am Exalted
Explorer: Rebecca
State Group: Connection-Phobic

Other States in the Same Group (Reactive)

Armored

Full metal jacket; wrought iron cage, rustic black…

Resistance to Being Controlled

Blasting, exploding fire energy in my heart. Hot!…

Destruction Inside

Crackling energy, numb. Cold like a chill. One inc…

Irritation

Fuzzy, hot, red energy on my skin. Vibrates quickl…

Stuffing Feelings

Thick gas. Cool. Light gray. Inside Armored, in an…

Painful Disconnect

Sick feeling through back of torso and concentrate…

Deeply Worthless

Sticky black tar. Filling my pelvic girdle, moving…

Needing to Be Rescued

Throat, upper lungs; solid; cool, like steel; stai…